Bloody hell

Trying to help a very good friend and it didn’t work. It only made things worse.

Why the fuck am I always being so friendly and helping people??

Helping people who won’t really understand what I’m trying to do.

I know, I’m nothing. Even if I were to be the last man on Earth.

I guess, I really am the worst till no one listens to me. That’s why.

I guess my life really sucks.

 

I hate being accused of something that I didn’t do.

Why accuse me?

I would’ve owned up if I did something wrong.

I’m not saying that you’re accusing me.

This is just in general.

 

Can being friendly sometimes lead to the losses of friendship?

Then if that’s the case, I shall not be friendly okay?

I shall not talk to you,

not look at you in the eye ever again,

not act like how I used to with you.

Okay, to cut short, I won’t be the same as before.

We’ll just be friends, nothing more.

Texting is never going happen.

Calling, never.

I won’t say that I won’t be seeing you again because the world is small.

How I wish that all of this wouldn’t happen.

Never would I have imagined myself to even think of this.

Well, I guess, if this is what you really wanted from me, I shall give it to you.

So long dear friend.

Sorry I broke my promise.

Sleep

Hi all,
I would like to say...

I CAN'T FREAKING SLEEP!

ok,
bye.

zzz

Hi all.
Today, school was rather okay-easy for me.
CONFIRM I CAN GET A. ok.
After school, headed to booth for some stuffs that I needed to do.
Then after that did some Capoeira.
I was doing my favourite move when I slipped and fell.
Fell nevermind… I fell chin first.
Then I couldn’t move my jaw.
My chin was bleeding.
Omg..
And it’s still bleeding.
It’s already going to be 1am. More than 4 freakin hours and it’s still bleeding.. zzz.
And I really have difficulty eating.. sigh..
Okay.
Bye.

erm…

Hi all..

It’s too late for me to watch power rangers…

12.38am already.

If I watch, what time will I sleep and will I be able to wake up on time for school?

okay watch it tonight then.

well,

cya!

MIGHTY MORPHIN‘ POWER RANGERS

Hi all!

Welcome to my blog!
I think I’m gonna start to constantly update my blog.
Don’t want it to be boring anymore.

People have been telling me this, “ UMAR, PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG!”

THINK I SO FREE AH? SO MUCH TIME AH? GO DO FOR ME AH!

hahahahaha just kidding lah.

So, here I am, starting all over.

 

Okay, I know, “ WHAT’S UP WITH YOUR TITLE?? WHY POWER RANGERS??!”

Wanna know why?

COZ I SO WANNA WATCH THE FIRST SEASON OF POWER RANGERS AGAIN!

Yesterday I watched and fooo, I was hooked on to it macam super glue.

But, I only watched till the end of episode 2.

Mistake, I was watching it when I was very very tired and sleepy.

Advise to all : DO NOT WATCH ANYTHING WHEN YOU’RE SLEEPY OR TIRED COZ YOU’LL ONLY WATCH HALFWAY.

Okay back to the story.

GO GO POWER RANGERS!

okay enough. feel like watching it since no one wants to talk to me.
I guess I AM that irritating till people don’t wanna talk to me anymore.
What to do.

I am who I am. Ahmad Umar.

If you find me irritating, okay. I don’t talk to you k?

kkk

enough

WAIT!!! hahahahah this one I think funny.

you know there’re abbreviations like LOL, IKR, LMAO, ROFL right?

Hahahaha. kkk = KETAWE KUAT KUAT! HAHAHAH

okay lame.

kay bye.

Wow

Hi all,

It’s me, I’m back~

It’s my first time using this Windows Live Writer.

I don’t know what it is but, I shall explore…!

Weeee!!!!

Today was really boring,

stayed at home the whole day.

Eat sleep eat sleep. That was all that I did today.

No physical activities that can burn fats.

I’m a dead person.

zzz.

Okay

Bye.

Seriously

Seriously,

Fuck my life.

strong enough?

Hi all,

I've been thinking through and....
Am I strong enough to handle what I'm facing right now....?
Sigh..
I don't know...
I don't know what's happening but, I feel so down suddenly.
Ok, bye.

Saturdate

Hi all, 

I know! It's been like forever since I posted right! Hahahahah!

Anyways, I was out today...

Today was really an awesome day. I really looked forward to this day. I never could've imagined myself doing this. Hahahaha. 

So there I was, being early to meet BUT this time, I was a little bit too early. I came one and a half hours too early. So, since I had really a lot of time, and my stomach then was grumbling because I had to release all the food that's been digested, I decided to head to RP since I was in Woodlands. Well, I had a blast blasting the toilet in RP with my ass. Nyahahahahaha.

Then I decided to take the bus opposite of RP to go to Woodlands interchange. By the time, I already spent 1 hour and 15 minutes doing what I also don't know. Didn't expect the bus ride to be that long. I think if I walked, I would've reached Woodlands earlier but WHO CARES?! I'M STILL EARLY!

I seriously think that today was my clumsy day. Had a few clumsy moments ah..

When I reached the MRT station, standard Umar if wait for anybody there, sit down at smoking corner and turn into a dragon. So I did that ah. But today, I really embarrassed myself. When I was about to sit, I FREAKIN' FELL AND HURT MY ARM IN FRONT OF A LOT OF PEOPLE! HOW CLUMSY AND SHAMEFUL WAS THAT??!

Okay after that I turned back into a normal human being. 

Okay I know, this is boring.

So, this person was about to reach, so I decided to wait for her somewhere where she can see me when she arrives. And there she was. Dressed so simple yet she looked sooooo great. Wanna know who this person is? Ahhhh... Okay lah I say. That person is Dian. Yes Dian Farhana. Okay well, let's continue the story.

SOOOOOOOOO, the both of us really love coconut pie and we wanted to buy really a lot of them from KFC. Then my confidence stepped in. Went to KFC and asked the cashier.... “CAN I HAVE 8 COCONUT PIES?!?! " and her reply, "Sorry, we don't have coconut pies. " Then she laughed at me. WHAT THE HELL?! WHY NO MORE COCONUT PIE?! If I had known sooner, I would've just shut up and not ask the person. CONFIDENT SAK MINTAK COCONUT PIE BILA DAH TAKDE. MINTAK SATU TAKPE. LAPAN LAGI AKU MINTAK. SELENGE BACHEN. MALU JE AKU KAT KFC.

Okay anyway, I couldn't accept the fact that KFC wasn't selling those pies anymore.

So we took the bus to Parkway Parade and went to KFC there. WAH NO COCONUT PIE ALSO! bloody hell. Nevermind. Bought some tarts and meals to bring to East Coast Park to eat! Jyeah!

Okay so bla bla bla we went to the beach, sat down, ate, took some pictures, talked bla bla bla. 

Ahh! We wanted to watch the sunset BUT unfortunately, the sun was BLOCKED, i repeat, BLOCKED by the clouds. MENDUNG AH BABE! So we decided ah to go Woodlands waterfront. PATAH BALIK WOODLANDS. Wah Dian very cute lah when she sleeps. Mulut terngah ngah, headbanging. wah wah. What was she dreaming eh? Must've been a really nice dream. Then she slept on my shoulder! Wah. Happy jugak ah ni budak. SIAPA TAK HAPPY? POMPUAN KAU SUKA TIDO KAT SHOULDER KAU?! KALAU KAU TAK HAPPY, AKU TAK TAU APA NAK CAKAP.

Okay, then we reached ah woodlands. Hahahahahahah the funny thing that made us laugh was....

Okay okay, she was sleeping. So she didn't see it ah. But I saw everything. This family - a father, a mother and their son(aged around 5) was sitting diagonally beside me in the bus. So, obviously I will look at them ah.

So this little boy was sitting on his mother's lap and making noises. And guess what the father did? The father took something out from his pocket and hit the boy and kept the thing. 

Guess the thing...

I asked Dian this and she said, "Comb, ruler, etc. etc."

Hahahahaha. None was correct.

The father actually smacked the boy with a........ SENDUK PAKAI UNTUK NASI( you know the giant spoon or scoop used to scoop rice? ah that one ah. ) HAHAHAHA! UNEXPECTED RIGHT??! HAHAHAHAHA

When Dian heard this; she was drinking her standard drink, "green tea" and AHHAHAH! SHE SPIT HER DRINK!! HAHAHAHAHAA! Epic moment ah. Hahahahahahaha! Okay then went to get tissue and stuff...

Then walked towards RP coz we were going to walk all the way to the Woodlands Waterfront from the interchange. As we were crossing the road in front of RP, I saw some familiar figures..... Pesilat-pesilat RP. Okay, I know that was bad news coz I was with Dian. What made it worse was.... they were there. Okay ah so we exchanged handshakes and quickly went off ah... Really felt awkward. From that moment onwards, I saw a change in Dian's mood. I don't think she knows that I know but, I know. Come on, I've known her for quite some time. Since 2009. Now what year is it? 2011. Sigh. I sensed something was wrong. I know she still has feelings for him even if it was a bit. So I decided to act all normal, all cheerful to cheer her up. I tried my best but guess what... i still failed. Sigh. If I didn't suggest going to Woodlands Waterfront, none of that would've happened... It's all my fault. Now she's sad. I just know it... What a change of mood in our night.. It could've been better if we didn't go there. sigh...

It was all fun, exciting, every positive word that you can think of... Till that moment..... It was all my fault..... Sorry.. ):
Goodbye readers.

Whatever..

This question has been running in my head for quite some time...
Should I stay or should I go.
I choose to stay.
Well, I never chose to go in the first place.
Actually I did try. But failed.
Why must I stay?
Simple,
I'm stubborn.
Just like how I'm stubborn to go to school.
Although I'm stubborn, I still want to go to school.
You might think I don't take school seriously and stuff,
but think carefully.
If I didn't take school seriously, I wouldn't have even bothered to wake up in the morning checking my e-mail everyday for mails on modules and such.
I love to be in school studying.
It's just that there're some barriers that are stopping me from going.
One of them is having the problem of waking up.
"Oh, then make an effort to sleep early and wake up early ahh"
That's what most people would say.
You think I'm not making an effort?
I'm not that lazy.
I wanted to start the year by doing well - coming to school on time, doing whatever I'm supposed to do in lessons.
But there are some circumstances that are stopping me.
One example is last Tuesday. I woke up late but I really wanted to study and work hard.( see, I'm making an effort.) So I rushed after I woke up. I was all ready to leave home. Then I had a feeling something was not right. So before leaving home, I switched on my laptop to check my email. It was already 830am. I checked my email and I got this email which said " Report to class at 9am. If you are 15 minutes late or more, you are considered absent because you are interrupting the class during lesson.
Fuck. This email made me fucking pissed.
I couldn't possibly make it to school in half an hour. It takes more than an hour to reach class.
See, it has always been like this. When I want to study, there's always something that will stop me. This week, it happened to me twice already.
Why am I talking about school?
Apparently, people have been asking me questions about how irresponsible I am about school and I just have to throw all of these out.
If you think these are all excuses. Whatever lah eh.
anyway, my life's starting to change now..
I'm not the Umar I used to be.
I used to avoid problems, thinking positively.....
Now, I just can't stand and am sick and tired of how people think I'm too happy and "happy-go-lucky", don't care a single thing about problems.
argh.