Trying to help a very good friend and it didn’t work. It only made things worse.
Why the fuck am I always being so friendly and helping people??
Helping people who won’t really understand what I’m trying to do.
I know, I’m nothing. Even if I were to be the last man on Earth.
I guess, I really am the worst till no one listens to me. That’s why.
I guess my life really sucks.
I hate being accused of something that I didn’t do.
Why accuse me?
I would’ve owned up if I did something wrong.
I’m not saying that you’re accusing me.
This is just in general.
Can being friendly sometimes lead to the losses of friendship?
Then if that’s the case, I shall not be friendly okay?
I shall not talk to you,
not look at you in the eye ever again,
not act like how I used to with you.
Okay, to cut short, I won’t be the same as before.
We’ll just be friends, nothing more.
Texting is never going happen.
Calling, never.
I won’t say that I won’t be seeing you again because the world is small.
How I wish that all of this wouldn’t happen.
Never would I have imagined myself to even think of this.
Well, I guess, if this is what you really wanted from me, I shall give it to you.
So long dear friend.
Sorry I broke my promise.

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